Meowy Christmas Friends and Family!
This year, I'm writing my annual holiday newsie on Christmas Day! Up until two days ago, I was pretty much devoid of Christmas spirit. Unsure of where it went, I began to ponder the last few years and came up with this: It's not that I am bah humbug exactly. And it's not that I've been so overwhelmed with Retail Christmas's Past that I now just can't cope with the holiday. I'm simply OUT OF PRACTICE especially with regard to decking the halls.
Looking back a the last several years I found this: In 2001, Mom was diagnosed with cancer. With the folks unable to make the trip to GR, I went to Warren to be with them. Not having company and not being too much in the "spirit of things" being the "news", I didn't decorate my house making the holiday kinda a bummer. In 2002, I was out of my home (caring for Mom at her house) at that point for nearly a year already. I didn't decorate much except for Mom's room. The following year, Gabby and I were on tour with Mama Mia and living in our RV. In 2004, we were holed up in the RV in Allendale, so I wasn't at home to set up a tree. In 2005, I was busy taking care of Dad who was actively dying, so decorating was not on the top of my "things to do" list. Last year, Gabby and I were in Detroit working SPAMALOT, so I didn't have a place to decorate. This year, I was really busy and didn't feel like decorating and couldn't figure out why. Now I realize, I'm just out of practice! Wow! I was thinking I was depressed.
Not the case. I'm actually very happy and fulfilled. I'm doing my Cat Rescue full time now. I have revamped the way I do things and now have streamlined my TNR to maximize my time so that I can get more cats fixed. Year to date, I've fixed 693 cats. I have 4 to take in tonight for surgery tomorrow. Three more cats will make my year goal of 700!!!!
In the summer, I rented a garage space from my veterinarian who runs a dog boarding kennel about 2 miles from my home. Four nights a week, I wait at my "rehab facility" to accept cats that have been trapped. During those few hours each night, I tend to the cats that are recovering from surgery, set up cats that had surgery that day in cages for recovery, clean up after the fosters that I have in the neighboring unit and accept the trapped ferals and strays that people bring me from all over West Michigan.
With Vicky's Pet Connection, a local rescue organization picking up the tab for surgeries of cats in Kent County, I'm able to reach out to a lot of people who want to get their neighborhood cats fixed and help reduce the overpopulation of cats. I've been able to help over 100 people this year! It's very rewarding.
I continue to focus my energies on a trailer park in Cedar Springs and to date have worked to get about 180 cats spayed/neutered. Beyond that, I'm no longer running around and setting traps myself. I'm working smarter vs harder and lots more cats are being sterilized.
With the help of two awesome foster mothers, I've been able to find homes for 48 cats and kittens this year. Another 14 feral cats that had no other place to go were relocated to barn homes.
It's been a really busy year! I've felt like I was going to lose my mind on several occasions but was talked off the ledge by some really amazing cat friends who help to preserve my sanity by reaching out to me in my times of need. Gina Marvin of Focus on Ferals, my mentor has become one of my closest friends. Without her, I'd not be able to do the work I do. Thank you G!
Currently, my life revolves around the Cat Rescue. Doll and toy sales are on hold. The Angelic Cross is on hold. I figure when I'm old and can't get around so well anymore, I'll work on these projects. While I have my youth (yes, I'm still youthful at 42), I'll focus my energies on my cat rescue work.
I have a website now, thanks to my very good friend, Erica. Visit www.carolsferals.com to learn more about what I do. And to keep up on my daily cat antics, you can view my blog at www.carolsferals.blogspot.com.
Gabby is still on tour with SPAMALOT and likely will be for the next couple of years. It's a blockbuster show! Very funny! If you are a Monty Python fan, it's a "Must See". If not, you should still check it out, cuz it's quite entertaining. The production will come to Grand Rapids in May. Check it out!
I didn't leave my house for even one night until late October when I joined my wonderful neighbors Jonelle and John at their condo in Florida. They showed me an amazing time. While I was gone, several of my fabulous volunteers held down the cat forts both at home at at Brooknelle (where I have my rehab facility).
I'm truly blessed to have wonderful people who believe in what I do and who are willing to help me continue my cat rescue work by giving either of their time or their finances or BOTH!
My friends and family have had to adjust to my cat focused lifestyle. I'm amazed that any of them even speak to me. Those who have tried this past year, may have met with a frantic girl on the other end of the phone, or gotten only short email responses to their check ins. I hope that you all understand my situation and know that I love you all dearly still. I'm just focused on my mission and it takes a lot out of a person to live this sort of lifestyle. Thank you all who continue to be patient with me.
How am I doing? In relation to the loss of my parents. I'm doing pretty well most of the time. I don't have any obligations to anyone so I'm able to help a lot of cats. I'm free to do as I like, which is good cuz God help me should I have to actually have to have some balance in my life. Not so good with that yet. Working on it though! Starting to take the weekends off of tending Brooknelle now so that I can "have a life".
I get a lot of satisfaction from the work I do. It's very "all consuming" but it's so worth it. My friend Shelly wrote me an email the other day that said something to the effect: "It must be hard this time of year not having your parents to tell you how proud they are of you." I hadn't thought of that. It made me cry. Which was probably cathartic. I know Susan and Paris are watching me from above and knowing that I'm doing good work. Well, Mom is. Dad is probably saying something like, "Why are you spending so much of your money on all those damn cats?" It's probably good that I waited till he was gone to start with my mission.
I hope this letter/email/post finds you all in good health and happy. My cats are healthy and with the exception of some crazed anxiety, I'm healthy too! And I'm happy!
With much love!
: ) Carol

Me and Buggy Ding Dong's Daddy.
Father of the kitten: Buggy Ding Dong.
He and Buggy were rescued from Cedar Springs
on two very separate occasions.
But look at the kitten and look at him.
Father and son? You decide!

Buggy Ding Dong....Who's your daddy??
They guy above....obviously!
Both Buggy and Daddy are set
to be adopted together in January!

Me and Tonto Sanchez.
Rescued from a pretty crappy neighborhood
in Grand Rapids.
He now has a happy life living with a man named
Jay who says that they were meant to be together!

Me with John Riley, another boy rescued from Cedar Springs.
He was declawed, had a flea allergy and had
no business living outside especially since
at the time I found him, he still had his testicles!
John Riley no longer has his balls,
but he has found a loving family who adores him.